now

my heart beats  i want  no need to feel you near all is lost if we are not near  we fight to right but what we lose is the rest  of this  life  lets forgive and let live forget right lets be together tonight  all will be right  together tonight so forget the fight  lets be all to each other tonight-------------------

i

 i am mad that i dont trust him enough to lead
 i am mad that he asks instead of  telling
 i am mad that he does not pay attention
 i am mad that he cant stay incontrol of himself
 i am mad that he gets violent
 i am mad because he doesnt care enough to stop

nov 6 2013

the thirty minutes for thrty days is off , i am tired of his ass always making everything about him he has lost his apathy.  i really dont know anything else, he is a selfish cheating asshole! little grains of sand slippimg soon they will be gone.if it does not benefit him he is an out of control  you know what! how do we put up with  live with be under hell no!